Oftentimes, our past style transgressions materialise painfully, as Facebook Memories that we don’t much care to be reminded of. But unless you popped out of the womb on-point, then at some stage you’ll have had some skeletons in your closet. Even if you subsequently destroyed all the photographic evidence and gave the skeletons to the charity shop.
Disclaimer: this is an entirely subjective recounting of one man’s odyssey through the choppy seas of wearing clothes. The hope is that you’ll recognise some of these checkpoints from your own personal journey, learn from these mistakes and avoid going off course.
Stage 1: The Awakening
I can pinpoint the precise moment when I realised that clothes could say more about me than my fondness for Arsenal Football Club or Thundercats.
I’d just started at a new secondary school – not the local one to which all my primary school mates went, but a fancy one a few miles up the road where the pupils were from very well-off families. (I’d landed an academic scholarship which pretty much covered my fees.) Bookish and bespectacled, I looked like Harry Potter before it was cool. I yearned to fit in, to be cool and popular. I did not, and I was not.
In my class was a cool, popular boy who also possessed a stripy jumper. Now, I may have been confusing correlation and causation – understandable, at the age of 11. But I remember clearly thinking that if I had a similar stripy jumper, then I too might be cool and popular. This seemed like a reasonable hypothesis.
I asked him where he bought the stripy jumper from and he named a not particularly cool or expensive store in my local town. I think it might even have been Officer’s Club. I went there, and bought a similar jumper – in a different colour, lest I be labelled a copycat. But to my disappointment, it didn’t have the same effect. So I turned my keen young mind to the question of why. After all, its constituent parts were the same. But perhaps the ratios were somehow out of whack? Or was it the other items I wore with it? It was a mystery wrapped in an enigma wrapped in stripy polyester.
It was around this time that I started becoming aware of brands. There was another cool, popular boy who had a sweatshirt bearing the Calvin Klein logo (an original nineties one at that). He also wore eau de toilette – Acqua di Gio, by Giorgio Armani – which struck me as the height of sophistication. The Nicks trainers that my mum wanted to buy me looked, to all intents and purposes, like the considerably more expensive
Stage 2: Growing Pains
Puberty brought a maturing awareness of the power of clothing to express one’s personality.
Unfortunately, like most teens, I was simultaneously in the process of trying to work out what that personality was. Or rather, what I wanted it to be. This resulted in some wildly inconsistent purchases which ultimately had all the significance of a Che Guevara poster on a student bedsit wall.
Indeed, I bought a Che Guevara T-shirt, not because I sympathised with his revolutionary politics but because I thought it looked cool. I mean, dude had facial hair.
Other teenage purchases still stand out. I bought a raglan-sleeved baseball top bearing the number ‘69’, not because I was some sort of sexual pioneer (quite the opposite) but because I thought it looked cool. I wore it for a school photograph to celebrate our A-level results. When I later received a copy of the newsletter in which the picture appeared, the offending article of clothing had been photoshopped to look like ‘00’.
I bought some heavily distressed Levi’s jeans with a cinch back, partly because I thought they looked cool but mainly because the attractive female sales assistant flirted with me and my brain practically exploded with excitement.
Stage 3: An Education
After a few years of costly trial and error, I was still no more enlightened as to what I should and shouldn’t be buying. But I had learnt at least one valuable lesson: like Samwell Tarly in the Citadel, I needed to study.
I’d always been an avid reader of magazines, and they had already begun to exercise a hold over my tastes – to the extent that I could even call them ‘my’ tastes, when they were adopted wholesale from someone else. As a teen, I’d bought L’Eau d’Issey by Issey Miyake not because of the way it smelled, but because it had won a Grooming Award in FHM (RIP).
At university, this process intensified. Putting my academic propensity to more productive use, I pored over glossy mags every month with no less fervour than the tomes I was supposed to be reading for my literature degree. If pieces were recommended by a publication, I figured, then they were beyond reproach. They’d been sanctified by an editor who was Mage-level in menswear, a taste-Maester. They were anointed, legit. I couldn’t go wrong.
And I wasn’t wrong – well, not totally. The recommendations were all valid, in isolation. But by weaving together the verdicts of different titles and editors I created some patchwork quilt of a wardrobe that would never become a coherent whole. Much less one that made sense for me.
Stage 4: Consolidation
Each new year I become more circumspect in my purchasing. I still feel the pull of a seasonal hero piece – a Palace drop or a H&M designer collaboration – but like an Ikea instruction book, I’m much more about building a wardrobe. Perhaps because I’m also at the stage of life where I build a lot more Ikea wardrobes.
Either way, I’m more concerned with plugging gaps than trying to play trend Whack-A-Mole. I try to address ‘needs’ rather than ‘wants’. And to prevent me from buying things that don’t work with other things that I own, I’ve instituted a few rules.
One: I only buy things in navy, grey, olive, burgundy, camel and, occasionally, black. (It washes me out a bit – one benefit of experience is learning not to fight what nature has given you.)
Two: all my accessories – bags, belts, most of my trainers – are black, not brown (too many shades).
Three: all my metals – watch, zips, buckles, wedding ring – are silver.
Four: I only buy grey and navy socks because trying to coordinate them with my outfit on a daily basis was consuming way too much mental bandwidth. I also own 14 pairs of identical grey underwear because I don’t want to think about that ever.
Yes, I am a fun guy.
Stage 5: The Long Game
I’m now entering the last stage, the final boss of wardrobe-building: Father Time.
Part of the reason that I’m able to resist joining the queue outside Supreme is that I ask myself whether I’m really going to want to wear it 10 years from now. It’s possible that in a decade or so, there’ll be a generation of forty- or fifty-something guys wearing streetwear and not looking like overgrown fuccbois. (There are some around now.) But I may not be one of them. And I can’t afford to bet on something that isn’t going to pay off.
The reason: although my income has risen, my purchasing power is about to be curtailed, possibly permanently, by the arrival of my first child. So there’s no more margin for error. If I commit to buying something, it needs to work. And it needs to last.